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So much trifle. So very much trifle. Who wants to come to my house and eat trifle? 
15th-Feb-2009 03:02 pm
heart + stomach

I have a hangover. This has nothing to do with Lupercalia and everything to do with vegetarian vodka jelly at my birthday party. I love my friends, and trifle.

I have photography meme posts to do! but for now, theyorkshergobJennie gave me this meme:

Association Meme: Comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.
I was given: Dinosaurs; Dancing; Talking about science in an accessible yet still interesting way; Heart and stomach of a pirate king!; Amazing hair.

Dinosaurs
When I tell people what I do, I'm used to people now enthusing about how awesome it is; and that's a welcome change from being a teenager, telling people what I wanted to do/what I was doing at university, and getting the very special patronising I used to like dinosaurs, and grew out of it. It was like being surrounded by Susan Pevensies, and I'm glad people have grown out of it.

Truth is, I never grew out of my dinosaur phase, and why the Hell should I have? Dinosaurs, and all extinct creatures that would be alien to today's ecosystem are hugely fascinating animals, and the fact that we can actually piece together how they lived; that's amazing and I actually do it. there are these awesome, huge, vicious, spiky armoured animals that dominated their world, and we know things about them. We have all this information abut them and it's probably right.

It's my alien test. If you're not awed when you enter the NHM and see Dippy, you're probably not an Earthling.

Dancing
Much as it pains me to identify with a Bryan Adams song, she's only happy when she's dancing cold have been about me. I mean, sure I've got no formal training - I wanted ballet lessons as a child but that never came to anything, but damnit, I love just being on the dance floor, listening to music I love and just expressing that love through movement. Dancing is the vertical expression of a horizontal desire doesn't really hold true for me. I mean, sure, I've used dancing as a pick-up technique, but really for me, it's just about the music, having fun. If it's a real analogy for sex, then the sex it's analogous to is masturbation.

When I was doing some research for writing the Black Canary I cam across the concept of Seishin Toitsu, a form of meditation that takes place during Judo, when all your concentration becomes focused on the fight. I haven't researched the idea much, but it did strike me as the kind of thing that happens to me on the dancefloor: when it's me, he familiar hug of a corset and the the music, it's often been the only time I can calm my over busy mind down and lose myself in the moment. It was my form of meditation before I ever understood meditation.

And Rob refusing to take my love of dancing seriously was a major part of why we broke up.

Talking about science in an accessible yet still interesting way
I can't help it, it's an addiction. I love talking about science. Well, I love talking about anything, but science is one of my things, so there you have it.

"Accessible yet still interesting" sounds like it should be flattery, and I should take it as a compliment or something, but I dunno, it just is. I'm just one of those people who thinks primarily in words, and might have images and abstract concepts and ideas floating around, but it means nothing to me if I can't put it into words. If I can't break things down into accessible words, then it means I don't understand it properly yet. And interesting - well, I have to be interested enough else I just won't say it.

It's about communication. If I can't make what I'm trying to say 'accessible and interesting' then no one's going to listen to what I have to say and I'll have failed in my attempt to communicate, and the onus of understanding is always on the person trying to do the communication, not on the listener. The listener has some responsibility, but if there's a miscommunication and fault has to be assigned, it should be on the communicator.

Heart and Stomach of a Pirate King!
I am come amongst you, as you see, at this time, not for my recreation and disport, but being resolved, in the midst and heat of the battle, to live and die amongst you all; to lay down for my God, and for my kingdom, and my people, my honour and my blood, even in the dust. I know I have the body but of a weak and feeble woman; but I have the heart and stomach of a king, and of a king of England too.
Elizabeth I, to the troops at Tilbury
Elizabeth Turner, nee Swann, was a woman in a man's world, and knew it. She was a spectacular sword fighter, true, but she was objectified, physically threatened, ignored for 'man's problems', underestimated and used over and over again. So she fought against it. She stood up for herself, she made use of underestimation and objectification, she played up her strengths and sidestepped her weaknesses, and she forged herself a niche and a place in the male dominated bloodthirsty world of fictional pirates. She was made Pirate King to suit a man's purpose, by by god she used that position for her own. She fought for what was important to her and stuck to her ideals and was, among the characters, the great leader. Yes, I'm a sucker for idealistic princesses, shush.

So yes, I grabbed a quote from another Elizabeth and plonked it on the fictional Elizabeth, because I think it fits. I'm still living in a patriarchy, but boo fucking hoo, I can fight it.

Amazing hair
I'm genetically predisposed to hav amazing hair: my Dad is not yet fully white in his advancing years (and he's going to kill me for saying that), and his mother had ridiculously thick hair when she died aged 88. My hair's not the colour I'd like, but it is pretty thick and fine, and naturally straight,  meaning that all I need to make it manageable is handfuls (and I mean handfuls) of conditioner every few days. Then I just need to keep it tied back and cut the split ends off when they come. This mop survived the Utah desert, it can survive.

Not that I'm particularly attached to it, the real reason I keep it long is to save money on hairdressers, as I never pay to have it cut, and I kind of get used to the attention I get for having hair I can sit on. The plait down my back is comforting, familiar, and hits people when I move my hand just right.

And it's excellent for dancing.
Opinions 
(Deleted comment)
16th-Feb-2009 07:56 am (UTC)
Whatever for?

Dr Who
Motherhood
Feminism
Dogs
Bartending
(Deleted comment)
15th-Feb-2009 03:21 pm (UTC)
Associate me?
16th-Feb-2009 08:03 am (UTC)
Tales of the Cheysuli
Goths
Germany
Aunthood
Milliways.


Unimaginative, I know :(
15th-Feb-2009 07:43 pm (UTC)
I crave an association.
16th-Feb-2009 08:10 am (UTC)
Original fiction
Porn
Sexuality
Generosity
Scars
15th-Feb-2009 07:53 pm (UTC)
WOO DINOSAURS

Hit me. ♥
16th-Feb-2009 08:11 am (UTC)
Shatterverse
Sylars
Canada
Long distance relationships
Downside
16th-Feb-2009 01:31 pm (UTC)
(Deleted comment)
16th-Feb-2009 08:55 am (UTC)
Red Star
University
Fun with roommates
Movie adaptations of comic books.
Long, detailed chronicalling of your life.
16th-Feb-2009 10:41 am (UTC)
Sorry I didn't come. I had lady problems from hell.:S

There will be a whiny post about it later.

I did, however, get you a present and card. Friday, lunch?
16th-Feb-2009 10:52 am (UTC)
I am Grant Museuming! And I can't get my computer to behave well enough to open my calendar, but how's Thursday?
16th-Feb-2009 11:00 am (UTC)
Thursday is fine with me! Uh...that icon isn't directed at me is it? Because uh... http://ginasketch.livejournal.com/428541.html
16th-Feb-2009 11:38 am (UTC)
No. My computer hasn't let me do anything this morning.
16th-Feb-2009 11:39 am (UTC)
Poo.

Hope it's okay. Mine kept shutting itself down before it finally blew. -_-
17th-Feb-2009 09:40 am (UTC)
>_>

art and animation
Old Harry's Game
entomology
Museum cataloguing
feminism
(Deleted comment)
17th-Feb-2009 09:45 am (UTC)
It's not healthy. It's dead.

UH:
- body confidence
- X-Men
- flirting for fun
- moving states! (I've never ever done this, and I think it's awesome)
- Mix & Match partisan politics (I spent SO LONG trying to get what I'm trying to describe into something concise.
(Deleted comment)
18th-Feb-2009 08:21 am (UTC)
Yes, that's probably best. I suck hard,
16th-Feb-2009 08:03 pm (UTC)
Oooh! Oooh! o/ Do me! Do me!

I want to do the meme!
17th-Feb-2009 10:05 am (UTC)
- coming up with cruel names for the Rizla game
- singing Dr Horrible (and indeed, anything)
- Cardiff statues
- being in far too cute lesbian relationship
- Morally neutral twins!
17th-Feb-2009 06:15 pm (UTC)
Love you! ♥

*dances off merrily to do meme*
17th-Feb-2009 03:09 am (UTC)
Meme me! <3
17th-Feb-2009 10:26 am (UTC)
- Rabbithole and sandbox RP
- animal welfare
- loyal brothers with daddy issues
- few characters played really well
- loyalty to your friends.
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