Happy Birthday Kathy
It has been decided by my flatmates that we will be watching the final 3 episodes of Supernatural
before embarking on Heroes
Season 2. If I'm lucky, they won't insist on the last 3 episodes of Season 1 as well. This means that Heroes won't be watched tonight, or for a few days.If any of you fuckers spoil me in the tiniest little way, I swear to Bob I will cut you over the internets.
I don't want to hear that it made you happy, I don't want to hear that you cried. I don't want to know if you've been Jossed, or I've been Jossed, or anything. Not anything
. I'm crankier over spoilers than I am about canon-puncture. And we all know how that went down.
I'm not actually in a bad mood, although I feel I should be, seeing as I hurt my back in pilates last night. You know how everyone has to have something they're best at in all the world? Well, I'm best at being bad at bending. I'm not even exaggerating: I have never ever met anyone whose lower back is less bendy than mine, barring specific health reasons. It just doesn't do
the most simple of simple things. Like allow me to sit on the floor, for example. I'm really really bad at sitting on the floor.
'Course, tight hamstrings and rubbish circulation don't help much either. But part of being me is a sense of smug satisfaction at sitting cross legged even for a few minutes, knowing that a few years ago you couldn't do that at all. And even if it means that you're going to have to move in a second due to back problems, or ohmygodthepainmakeitSTOP
pins and needles, and even though it means you can't actually reach
anything you need, it's still an improvement.
This does, of course, mean than pilates isn't quite
as good as relaxing me as it should be. Because - well, hello self esteem and anxiety issues. When I can't do something as badly as I can't do Pilates (no seriously, I can't lift a straight leg above a 30 deg angle), it upsets me, and I get angry and frustrated and tetchy and cry.
Anyway, after last night my back was seriously tense and stiff around the small of it. I don't think there's any damage, just hugs amounts of tension which made it impossible to bend last night and has made me tense today.