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A post of meh 
21st-Nov-2007 01:16 pm
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To coin a phrase from alas_a_llama: I has an exhaustion

And some day I will stop communicating in Kitteh. It can't be good for my aspirations as a professional communicator. But speaking of that - no, see later in this post.

I am stressed as a sort of status quo right now. The PhD is...coming, but I'm about where I should have been a year ago, and blegh. But I am making progress, and things are happening, so that's good. Really.

(I'm scared)

And tired. So very tired. Struggling to get out of bed tired. Fortunately I have discovered a way to be productive with data at home on the dining room table, so I am getting some morning sleepy time at least. And of course there's the tea cupboard to get me through the day. And I'm OK.I am. I'm just - also not, right now. But I will be! And knowing I will be is enough. Meanwhile, I tetch at you freaks and flake on RP and sulk instead of WARP and shit like that. So sorry?

So lack of updates: lack of motivation to post. BUT I have been sort of doing stuff:

 - I wrote an article for a website, for which I'm getting paid! In, um, DVDs. But it counts!
 - I had an interview at Coffee, Cake and Kink, (link vaguely NWS for artistic erotica), which will result in an assessment shuft, which may result in part time work over the holidays.
 - I arranged an early Hogswatch gift from the InnerRents to the Bing: They're giving her a Brat, to be delivered on time for emmlet's wedding. Apparently it'll go well with her outfit?
 - I conquered the lateral view of the coracoid! And by the end of today I plan to be well on my way to ventral domination as well.
 - I watched Heroes, and quite liked it? I dunno, it doesn't invoke physical reactions in me like Supernatural does. The treatment of Claire annoys me, but as much because I see her fighting and failing to have control over her own life (and body), and as someone who plays her, it annoys me to see her so impotent.
 - I watched lots of Justice League Unlimited cartoons, caught up completely on Birds of Prey and have a nice collection of JL comics to read, including hopefully this year's wedding stuff.
 - I RPed lots. Mostly in shatterverse, where I have mild performance anxiety over OCs. So that's why I have canon characters for the most part.
Opinions 
21st-Nov-2007 04:03 pm (UTC)
I giggle madly at the idea of you working for CCK. Not because the idea of you there is intrinsically funny, but because it seems like it is one of the places where my ENTIRE WORLD crosses over.
21st-Nov-2007 05:41 pm (UTC)
Likewise!
21st-Nov-2007 04:35 pm (UTC)
What are the dates of the visit, then?
22nd-Nov-2007 05:22 pm (UTC)
18-27 January
21st-Nov-2007 05:38 pm (UTC)
If this trend continues, EVERYONE I KNOW will be working there. O_O CC&K, that is.
21st-Nov-2007 08:03 pm (UTC)
Congrats! Paid in DVDs counts! I paid the DJ at my Halloween party by doing a painting for him. ^_^
21st-Nov-2007 08:30 pm (UTC)
Dude, OC performance anxiety? I LOVE JACK TO DEATH. He's one of my favourite characters at Shatter. :D *snugs*
21st-Nov-2007 10:54 pm (UTC)
SHRIEK there's a new post-apocalyptic RP in town? AIEEE I want some of that. Probably after January. But OMG WANT.
22nd-Nov-2007 12:15 am (UTC)
Oh god, an Illyria or any of yours would be great! Wait til after Jan, but EEEEE!
22nd-Nov-2007 12:20 am (UTC)
MUAHAHAHAHA I HAVE SO MANY THAT WOULD LIKE TO SHOW UP. Unfortunately my one currently very active one that I'm newly attached to isn't actually from an Earth, but Illyria's always available.
22nd-Nov-2007 02:04 am (UTC)
Yeah, what do you say, Miche? Up for a young!Wesley-Illyria redux? XD
22nd-Nov-2007 10:38 am (UTC)
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAAAAAA. TOTALLY.
22nd-Nov-2007 05:23 pm (UTC)
The 'from Earth' is very very flexible. We have Avatar characters! Fantasy characters! All sorts!
22nd-Nov-2007 05:41 pm (UTC)
Anonymouse
Hee! Good to know. :DD
22nd-Nov-2007 05:42 pm (UTC)
This was my LJ not believing that I am logged in, obviously.
22nd-Nov-2007 05:56 pm (UTC)
Of course, you have to get married and stuff first.

But I'm kind of excited about this. (Mel is Aphar-canon, FYI)
22nd-Nov-2007 02:05 am (UTC)
And being paid in DVDs totally counts.

*pats the Ph.D. anxiety*
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