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27th-Nov-2007 03:43 pm
I knew today was going to be one of those days when I actually had two panic attacks last night (when lying in bed, associated with falling dreams. I hate falling dreams.)

It continued this morning when I was ver' ver stressed and everything said to me was processed as an attack. So I hightailed it into the museum to avoid staying-at-home-being-miserable-itis, only to remain anxious on the tube and come in to discover that I'm not very good at work-ethic in the museum right now. I would have done more work at home, but to be honest I was worried I was turning into Matthew Malone for a bit, especially as my nachtophobia reared it's ugly head again on Saturday and caused anxiety attacks. So I was worried I was going to end up never leaving the flat or something. So I came out.

Then davegodfrey linked me to LOLCreashun, and I was lost.

Also, my belly does not approve of the jacket tater I had for lunch. Very firmly Doesn't Approve.
27th-Nov-2007 03:42 pm (UTC)
I hate falling dreams

I always find it very relaxing when I'm lying in bed and I start having this falling sensation, like suddenly whatever's underneath me has disappeared and I'm sliding downwards, like I'm literally falling asleep. I guess we're talking about something different?
27th-Nov-2007 03:48 pm (UTC)
If I'm lying on my back suddenly my feet will slip (shush, it's a dream) and I'mm jerk awak again like I fell over.With panic. Last night I was also sinking into my duvet and pillows, so on top of falling and jerkingawake, there was the rising panic of drowning.
27th-Nov-2007 09:04 pm (UTC)
Ah, we have very different sleeping habits, it seems. Sometimes when I can't fall asleep I'll visualize myself falling down an endless series of tunnels, or down an endless roller-coaster drop, and it'll help me relax. And as for the bed clothing... I can't sleep unless I'm totally mummified, with as many blankets and comforters as I can lay my hands on wrapped tightly around me, with just my nose sticking out.

(Of course they only STAY wrapped around me until Sue gets chilly, then they all go away...) ^_^
27th-Nov-2007 09:25 pm (UTC)
I have that occasionally, and my whole body lurches. Its all rather peculiar and not nice at all.
27th-Nov-2007 09:25 pm (UTC)
Bwahahahaha My work is done. ;)
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