1. Time/Exhaustion
It’s fair and accurate to say that I’m busy right now. To add to that: I’m constantly freaking exhausted right now in a way that if you’re a teacher or full time educator, I’m sure you’d understand all too well. It’s deceptive to look at hours spent teaching in a day and think ‘Oh, that’s not so bad’ but I come home from the day unable to do much else than flop down on my awesome couch and watch TV or play games. Obviously, having worked in education before, I was prepared for this level of tiredness knowing how I feel after a day, but it still takes some time getting used to. Evenings are spent exhausted; weekends are spent in a similar fashion recuperating for the upcoming week.
2. Social/Performance Anxiety
This is something I can, at least, do something about. Just before leaving the UK, I lost two very dear friends, both Londoners and both friends in fleshspace as well as on the internet. These and other circumstances led me to the opinion that everything I said, posted or did was hurting people. And then it was ‘I haven’t posted for so long the next thing should be the best thing ever! And then it was ‘Eeeh no one misses me anyway’ and so on and so forth.
I’m intending to get better. Or at least get slowly back into blogging and so forth.
And what better way to do that than with a 30 days meme?
Day 01 – Introduce yourself
Day 02 – Your first love, in great detail
Day 03 – Your parents, in great detail
Day 04 – What you ate today, in great detail
Day 05 – Your definition of love, in great detail
Day 06 – Your day, in great detail
Day 07 – Your best friend, in great detail
Day 08 – A moment, in great detail
Day 09 – Your beliefs, in great detail
Day 10 – What you wore today, in great detail
Day 11 – Your siblings, in great detail
Day 12 – What’s in your bag, in great detail
Day 13 – This week, in great detail
Day 14 – Your favourite foods/drinks, in great detail
Day 15 – Your dreams, in great detail
Day 16 – Your first kiss, in great detail
Day 17 – Your favorite memory, in great detail
Day 18 – Your favorite birthday, in great detail
Day 19 – Something you regret, in great detail
Day 20 – This month, in great detail
Day 21 – Your sleeping habits, in great detail
Day 22 – Something that upsets you, in great detail
Day 23 – Something that makes you feel better, in great detail
Day 24 – Something that makes you cry, in great detail
Day 25 – A first, in great detail
Day 26 – Your fears, in great detail
Day 27 – Your favorite place, in great detail
Day 28 – Something that you miss, in great detail
Day 29 – Your aspirations, in great detail
Day 30 – Your music, in great detail
Day 31 – Your hobbies, in great detail
Day 32 – Your mode of transportation, in great detail
Day 33 – Where you live, in great detail
Day 34 – Your childhood, in great detail
Day 35 – Your morning routine, in great detail
Day 36 – Your job and/or schooling, in great detail
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